walk this way

Disclaimer: I too prefer my goofy entries. No need to adjust your volume. I know I'm sounding dramatic as of late. Like other things, it will pass.

I'm not happy about how I've been reacting to life bombarding me. I've been disappointed before, therefore...this should be no different. However, it does feel different and the result is a numbing effect. In my eye that’s the worst because when I feel numb I feel stagnant.

Earlier in the week I walked around the arboretum. The fresh air did me good. As I made my lap around the pond I contemplated T-B, work, finances and God.

As my walk was ending I found this message in the snow. It reminded me of a B.C. cartoon my grandma had on her fridge. The main character was praying on an issue and was asking God for a sign. The following frame showed a neon sign dropping from the sky. It read "I'm up here."

No, I'm not happy. I walked on a bit further and discovered they wrote "yes" or "no"...well, gee. If I circle my answer will it help me any? Will an enchanted doe emerge from the forest to guide me?

The last message in the snow read, "happiness this way" and it had an arrow pointing along the path to my car. If there were any more messages it had melted away with the snow.

So, I guess the answer is...keep moving?